My Day Without Him

Hi guys its me again of cause. This post i guess i must use lots of time to finish it because of my left hand and my left hand's finger injured because i had cut my hand and pour hot Milo on it such a silliness i know. Well, the reason that my hand hurt is because my weird-love problem. Haku not able to online last night I means he did get on but just talked to me for a while only because of his internet connection yea, as he tell me? And i do believe him tho. But because of that, last night i thought he busy on somethings and not care me anymore so i cry from 1 am until 3 am that i must go sleep and still after i wake up i still continue crying from 9 am that i wake up until 4:37 pm i had stop cry. I think that if today or tomorrow he still didn't get on I will suicide next week and i already think all the plan what time to suicide and i guess tomorrow i will wrote a letters to my parents and my best friends and beg them for forgiveness that i had did on such a stupid things just for one guy, to suicide just for one Guy. But no one knows that just one Guy called Haku is worth to me, no one knows how much he means to me. Well, continue about my suicide plan, I still cant decided that i should hang my self on a big tree at the hill near my house or run to a road while Porch or Lamborghini pass by. But i guess dead by hot cars must be very cool when i become ghost and go tell other ghost about how i died haha. Anyway i believe that my heart and Haku's heart had got an invisible web that link to each other :3 And i also believe that this invisible web is very sticky and hard to be rip or torn from each other x3 Well now, i had using 1 hours and 34 minuets to type all this craps. My hand got blood again so yeah, hehe i'd like to stop now tho >.<>

"I LOVE YOU, HAKU ♥"

(Finished : 1:50 am)